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EdgeUkira

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Okay so I'm going to rant about myself my  life and others in my life.So first off,my full real name is Edward Fierra Ukira.I don't like the name edward so instead I go by the name edge,like the edge of a table...fuck....anyway my mom is from England and she's white,she has blonde hair and blue eyes.She gave me the name edward and has much has I love my mother...fuck that.I curse alot and I apologize for the kids reading and looking at my shit but umm..my dad's actually from the heart of good old Japan.He's fun but always on us about what we want to do when we get older.Boy you would have loved to see his reaction when my gay ass said 'A model dad,I wanna be a model' HAHAHA!!It was fucking great I wanted to be a Victoria's Secret model for the longest,but uh he use to run a business and wanted someone to take it over,I didn't want to so whatever but like I was saying,if you look at my pictures in my gallery of me,well me in anime form,in them I do have black hair but that's because I dyed it black.My hair is actually naturally bleach blonde and my eyes still are blue but of course I wear alot of make-up and dye my hair and wear cute close to get rid of the boy in me and instead look FLAWLESS...okay I'm not going to even go into my ego,did take me awhile to build that ego tho.but I also have a little brother named sora,he's fifteen and growing up so fast.I'm seventeen btw,but sora he naturally has black hair,but he dyes his blonde and he has almost blue eyes,it's like blue mixed with a bright green and yellow,he's pretty but he doesn't need an ass load of make-up to get that way,am I salty...yes.yes I am,but uhhhhhhhhh...yeah forgot where I was for a sec but sora he's a short boy.like unnaturally short,but boys must like that cause he gets hit on more than me,and yes soras a boy and yes he is gay took after his older bro...so proud so proud.but uh I also have another brother who's older than me,he's not gay,he's straight..straight has fuck.I mean like football and tits kind of straight.He's not a dick or anything but he's interesting.He's a bit cocky,got his ego from me I guess...so proud so proud,but he also has natural black hair but he doesn't dye his hair,he also has black eyes but he wears contacts to have blue eyes,and yes it does seem like this family is full of people who don't like their natural looks,but whatever it's true, my older brothers name is beck he plays football alot and he's nineteen.My mom and us live in America now,not going into any closer details on my location but it's sunny and nice here,lived here for awhile but uh my dad's actually in jail so he's not longer with us anymore but I'm happy about that he's done shit in the pass that's not okay,I could tell you what he's done but I don't know,I'll leave it at that and you guys can just ask if you wanna hear the story but we live happily and healthily now,I still go to school and so does my little brother,My older brother doesn't he's working on going to college but if anyone wants to know I do wear my girly get up to school,heels and all and I don't really get picked on.most people at my school actually can't even tell I'm a boy until they hear my name but it's cool cause I still don't get picked on then,cause I'm still a boy and under crop tops skirts and silk panties is muscle and I will fuck someone up,even if it's only baby muscle I know how to use it...Okay I'm going to stop rambling now.I could talk for days about my story and other stories about my brothers and me and junk but if anyone cares to,please feel free to ask questions or comment on something,It really surprises me when I see how many people look at my stuff but no one says anything in the comments,don't be shy,I don't bite..but honestly if your a kid,I warn you this mouth doesn't have a filter and I do curse like a sailor and I'm not shy about anything sexual so if you ask a question and I answer in a blunt vulgar way,at least you can't blame me for not warning you.Peace my beautiful BABIES!!!xoxox
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'THE USED'

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It all falls into play.It all makes sense,his words fit the rules.It comes together so good.Creating the perfect game,my heart a pawn,his words the board.Every part of my body is a piece...to a child's set.He laughs,I scream,It hurts,I bleed,he smirks,I plead.DON'T YOU DARE USE ME!I'm better than this,but I'm stuck in gooy fake love.The sound surrounds me,makes me want to stay.The way the  'L' flows off his tongue,the way the 'O' mixes with his spit,the way the 'V' hangs off his lip,the way the 'E' sits and tips.Falling over a chiseled jaw,cause if it's not spelled right,if it's not linked together...than the word LOVE means nothing to his ears.going into one and coming out of the other.It makes him capable of saying that word to anyone and everyone.So he can force that girl or boy onto a new board,playing a new game that we don't even enjoy.It's funny to see and know that I'm not the only 'Toy',even if I don't like the title...I still lust to be the only one.It makes me angry to know how many people he's tricked,it's painful to hear how many people he's used his charm on,it's a shame that even though I know.I refuse to let go.Why can't I leave?Why do I have to stay here?stay near?I'm done with hearing the apologies.I'm done with hearing him say 'I'm done'.but then days later he's back looking for someone to hold him because he's 'hurt'...'well who's arms were you in while you were away?'and even though I think about this question in my head,it will never be said...so I hide all my pain and push it down with make up and a simple 'I'm fine'...cause why should I make a big deal about it,what else am I suppose to do?It's all just things you have to deal with when you're one of 'THE USED.'
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